Is What You Want Really What You Need?

I dont really know how to answer.

Daydreaming about Yesterday

Life is a choice.You may chose to see it as a bitch or as the most amazing thing ever.Y ou may chose to be happy or just drown and die, thinking that whatever happened to you was unfair and that you never deserved anything so horrible.
Some people will never realize that to be happy, you have to fight for something you believe in.
Oh yeah, or you can just decide to follow the flow.

I want to be happy as weird as it seems its the only thing I really do wish to achieve.
Since I was little I wanted to bring a very special contribution to the futur of our nation.Maybe i will but if I dont, it doesnt matter, because you know what, the most important is to be proud of what you do and what you are.

there's one thing Im really scared of.It may sound stupid but all fears are stupid.I dont want to ever regret things I ve done, thought or said.I dont want to wake up in the morning and be " If..... that then maybe not ..... that".

I will learn lots of thingsd, learning is funny because you never know how your gona learn things, if its gona be by being hurt, readings, feelings of elation, or just because of the school of life.

Learning is funny, people should never forget that the day you get into a daily routine, you 're fucked up intelectually.
It may sound childish and I may change my mind but i really do think that the ability of being lazy and not getting bored by yourself leads you to lots of thinking.

I just got back now from town, I had a really good time, and girls are just like boys.We 're all the same.Im not saying that because i realize that right now, Im just saying that because some people seem to forget it.

By the way I love drawing mermaids.I also love drinking strongbow cuz its better than beer.

Last night we went out in THE alternative street in town which turned out to be a so common place.All the guys dressed Pete Doherty style and the girls like Cher in her best years.We had loads of fun and had the best cocktails ever.Aussie beer's ok.
And then after a while we took a taxi and i said "thanxs for the lift" to the taxi driver.Which wasnt funny in fact.
Its been very sunny here since i ve arrived and i ve been a very nice cultured tourist, visiting all the interesting museums and exhibitions.I also went to the london acquarium to see sharks but they were pathetically friendly and as the guide explained us, sharks are nice and dont like human meat.
Only 7 people a year get eaten by one of these worldwide, still i wouldn like to swim next to them.I actually went to Australia to learn interesting facts.
I also saw a magritte here, in the national Art gallery and belgian stella Artois.Who said belgium wasnt cool?
I looooove having to go outside at night to pee and not having heating in the house.i have the impression to be back in the scouts.
i ve also noticed that most aussie are fuckers when it come to aborigenes, they ve destroyed a whole culture and now show it proudly in museums.
i ve also done loads of shopping tho im here to visit.I ve bought extra coolos levi's jeans and other stuff.
VICE is also in Australia.VICE is everywhere.